“It’s only when you’ve lost everything that you’re free to do anything.”
Tyler Durden, Fight Club
I’m using this summer to do a bit of soul-searching to find what I intend to do after graduation. Summer 2011 is going to be a period of re-creating this new me. I have to be brutally honest with myself and stay loyal to my happiness. Devotion to your instinct has been a more arduous journey than I could’ve ever imagined. It helps, though, to know people are willing to support and encourage me even if I’m not running my business anymore and I’ve set aside my art for the time being. I need to constantly remind myself that I am doing this for me.
Things to do over the summer:
- Work out again. I’m gonna have a lot more time to rebuild this habit, keep my energy up, and fine-tune this new body. I’m excited.
- Explore career paths for ENFJs. I suppose I was trying to cram a round peg into a square hole when I tried to put myself behind the office desk. I’m a social, active person. I realize now the weaknesses I need to work on (my hummingbird attention span :P) but I also realize that I need to follow my strengths if I want a fulfilling job.
- Play around with crafts and just CREATE for the sake of creating.
- Finish redecorating my room.
- Go through Style Statement again.
- Reconnect with my mentors.
- Clean out my car and finish donating the stuff in my room x.x;
- Finish A Thousand Splendid Suns.
- Read self-help books to assist in mah soul-searching ;)
- Modelling. Nothing serious but I’d like to experiment with clothes and post some pictures on here for fun. Just another creative outlet. <3
- Spend more time with my family. <3
